REFLECTION

*Reflection*

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where
I Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that
I'm Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that
I'm Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

this song tells my feeling rite now.. i luv this song, primarily becoz i luv MULAN movie (u shud watch it, it shows girl power!).. n becoz of the lyrics also.. so true, rite? sumetimes, we dun really know who we r, is it really truly us in the mirror? we shud know it better.. maybe poeple around us know who we r; physically n from their perspective. but do they really know us deep down inside? cos sumtimes I also dun even know myself.. ya, I am farah.. apart from that? hm.. then, the best solution is, muhasabah balik diri.. wut did i do today? yesterday? in the past? why i did it? was it really beneficial or just wasting my time? wut i'm doing now? why i want to b a doctor? <- I always questioning myself.. is it because i want to help people? or for the money n pangkat? hmm.. wut i know, i always wanted to be a doctor since i was in primary school. i want to be d first doctor in my family :)

oh ya, las nite was Friday Night show, an annually event in imu. it was nice to watch imu students singing, dancing, play instruments. but it was nicer to watch lecturers performing!! Dr. Joe n Jenny Pereira danced, Dr. Rajesh n his wife sang 'kabhi alvida na kehna', Dr. JPJ n Dr. Srikumar were in a band. not to forget, my beloved tutor, a.k.a the famous Dr. Francis Achike sang an oldies song!! haha.. klakar tol! all in all, quite ok la. jus the backdrop wasn't ok. the words fell down a few times. from FRIDAY nite, became FIA nite. FIA a.k.a Francis Ifejika Achike!! haha..

hmm.. wut did i crap here..maybe this is pre-exam depression, exaggerated by loneliness.. i'm alone rite now, shkn n fiq went home, fiza is bz wif her NHSD, n azi is sumwhere in IMU.. adui, malasnye nak study..!