It's just another stop in my life...: yg merah itu saga

my mood today is as solemn as the weather outside. it has been gloomy and rainy all the week. at home, i'm so lazy to study. tahap cipan punya malas. plus hypersomnia. since the outside weather is so suitable for sleeping, tambah2 la ke-lazy-an itu, hehehe.. owh, today is a holiday too, Maulidur Rasul.. salam maulid nabi to all :)

hm.. i luv being in the paeds ward. maybe the aura of the kids makes me cheerful in there. provided if they're not sick anymore la, or those having the less severe illnesses. i feel young, hahaha.. (lawak gile la ni) kan best if we can turn to childhood again.

pure. naive. innocent. no worries. no stress. colourful. (all the good things la)

i spent my childhood in Tasek Gelugor, the good, the bad times. adolescent in Seremban (boarding school). young adulthood in KL and Seremban (again). yeah.. i'm still missing Tasek Gelugor. home tweet home.

but the reality is i'm turning 23 in this coming Sept. muda remaja lagi but stil not that young, ahaqs! more life challenges to b faced. aja aja fighting!!

i think 1 of the most memorable patients is discharged yesterday evening. a sweet 11 y/o boy. he looks normal, smile back when i smile to him. but he's special, Adik SS; he's deaf n mute. i dunno, i like to look at his face, pure, suci. maybe bcos he can't hear, and talk, he's "free" of sins of mengumpat or bersubahat mendengar perkara2 yg x elok la. insyaAllah.. well, i learnt a few sign languages from his father. so, i kinda can communicate with him, ahaqs! while having case presentation (CP), he came beside me and stand there, as if he can understand what we were talking about. sometimes he came to me while i was clerking patient too. main2 with my stuff in the pocket. yesterday morning he merajuk with his father, when i came to his bed and tried to console him, he did not turn to me at all. but after his father brought him down to the canteen, he came to me while i was with other patient. comel. hehe.. itu la dia, such a special boy :)

another young boy, Adik F, he was admitted a few weeks ago during our first week of posting, discharged and came back for further investigation. what is so special about him is he is very polite. he recognises azi n me as a "doctor" in the ward before. so, during the second admission, when he first saw us, he salam with us. owh.. terharu.. zaman skrg, bape ramai adik2 yg salam dgn org yg lebih tua? x ramai la.... good job Adik F!! semoga adik cepat sembuh. dah lama sgt awak dok spital ni :)