tanggungjawab

yeah, i'm happy today... finally telekom has replaced the telephone cabel after 2 weeks of 'no-phone-line-in-tamansepadu'.. whoever stole the cabel is sooo irresponsible.. they made easy money from a haram source! n telah menyusahkan telekom malaysia n the whole penduduk taman sepadu particularly (in this case).. i read from newspaper today that telekom (TM) lose rm5 mil because of stolen cabel, that is only in perak. so just imagine,there r 14 states in malaysia, times 5mil, n how much TM would loose.. dahla TM memang x byk profit these few years.. how can they replace the stolen cabels as soon as possible? whoever stole the cabel mmg sgt x bertanggungjawab (repeated).. kat dunia mmg drg selamat tp di akhirat x tentu lg tau.. eeii.. (sorry ter-emo sket. ye r, memandangkan my father used to work with TM before, hehe)

to FIQAH: happy 21st birthday!! moga panjang umur murah rezeki.. makin besar, makin byk tanggungjawab kena pikul, as a student, a child, and hamba Allah..

talking about responsibility, being anak sulung in the family, byk tanggungjawab kena pikul. i hav to be a good role model, what i mean is the best role model! in studies, in moral. sumtimes, when i achieved a lot in studies, i thought it would be a burden for the rest of family, including my cousins. all my uncles n aunties will expect their children to be as good as me in their studies. even my mom would compare my lil bro n lil sister wif me. i feel kesian when they got 'scolded' when their results were not that good. some of my cousins even said, 'ye la, **** bukan farah' when my auntie asked him/her to pujuk opah buy ticket for them for holiday. when i asked bout their spm/pmr/upsr result, they'll say 'ye la, aku x pandai mcm kau'. tu yg mls nk tnya result org tu. sbb i know, me myself dun like ppl asking bout my result.. do i like being address like that? nope.. am i a 'cucu/anak emas' in the family? nope, i dun think so. am i born intelligent? hmm.. i think everybody has their own strength. i hav to work hard to achieve these. they didn't come easily like some people. some people do score even though they didn't really study. that is pure intelligent. but mine is not. my point is, it is not easy to get what we want in life, we have to work hard for it, be responsible to ourselves, n insyaAllah, Allah will help those who helped themselves. but make sure it is for good reason la.

hm, countdown to new year 2007; another 4 days. dah ada azam baru? sy berazam nk study harder; for sem5 exam.. cuak sey.. so, yok ramai2 study renal! ahaqs!