i'm upset

waa.. it has been a month since i last wrote here.. soo many things had happened, inc MSoc camping, intercultural week, n yeah, we r in now in central nervous system <- killer subject!! i found this subject is interesting but too complicated. n i was so semangat to study that i bought a neuroanatomy book, a very special book it is.. hehe.. y? cos it has a terbalik cover.. ;P in case any1 wants to steal it, i would know that is my book from the 1st glance.. ahaqs!! x kisah la azi nk gelak ke, org lain pn gelak jugak, i luv that book!!

nway, i jus got back from sban hosp for CNS hosp visit.. quite tiring la.. n i was not so pleased.. i guess i'm lucky cos our patient was a malay male, n najib n i was the 1 who did the history taking. the other 3 students din really involved with the chitchatting.. they were talking to each other without ambil kisah what we were taking notes. i know, we were talking in malay, but still they can understand it.. but y they din ask question also? n after najib n i finished the Hx taking, i asked the other 3 to do PE on the patient.. n again they din want to.. finally i hav to do it myself, wif some help from najib, n members from other group.. uh!! i was so upset. then when we hav to present the case to the doctor in-charged, it was me n najib again to present. most of the time i did it la.. argh.. tensionnya.. i dun really mind presenting the case, but what i mind is dun u guys want to learn? when u guys talk in chinese with patient, i always ask what were u talking bout.. but when i talk in malay, no1 wants to listen. i'm not being racist or what here.. it's just my disappoinment la.. where is ur professionalism? i know najib was quite pissed off.. heh.. shh...

okla, i shud start doing my pbl now.. multiple sclerosis + optic neuritis.. sounds complicated.. yeah, cns is complicated.. how intelligent Allah is.. everything is in their position, even a small neurotransmiter has it's own function.. we shud thank Allah for giving us a chance to live in this world.. Alhamdulillah....