Welcome 2008!
well, it's just a few hours to 2008 n i'm at home, listening to Enchanted OST "that's how you know" while waiting for azie to get ready bcos we're going to the hospital!! derh.. what a way to celebrate new year, rite? but i dun mind, at least i can learn something (hopefully) instead of staying at home and think about 'unnecessary' things that bugging my mind since yesterday. errgghh.. been thinking about a lot of things rite now. n end up by hating myself :(
2007- what have i done so far? my achievements? if, IF i can change things, what i want to change to make my life better? hmm.. a lot i guess. i'm not complaining about my life, but sometimes we do think about it and in the end, like i said, we, or at least me, tend to hate ourselves.. haih.. quote from Mr. Lionel; "life is never easy" is sooo true. the solution; forget about the problem for the time being. everybody have their own problem, it's just depends on how ppl cope with it in order to survive <-- from Fadzil..
* this entry is edited after i came back from the hospital
yeah! me n azi really 'celebrate' our new year countdown in the hospital, with some patients n nurses. unfortunately we can't really see good visible fireworks in seremban town. sad lah.
so, what did i learn tonite?
1. well, i got to see how OGDS is done. a quick one in the ward. no need to go to the endoscopy room :)
2. insertion of central venous line, but only half way, or shud i say, the last quarter part of it. this one particular doctor did not allow us to see cos she said, 'boleh kuar kejap tak, kitrg nk buat prosedur'.. err.. that's what we want to see actually!! (menjerit dlm hati je la)
3. a 7 year old kid came with swollen (L) elbow and wrist. he fell down and broke his humerus. waa.. his xray of the arm/forearm clearly showed the fracture!
last but not least, i sort of touring all the surgical wards. obviously azi was the tour guide la. me? a lost student doctor came from andalasia! ahaqs!! (andalasia is the country where giselle the princess in the 'enchanted' movie lives in. i'm hooked to the OST already. n hv finished downloading the movie. yea!)
1 Comments:
huhuhu.. ape yg tgh ko pk smp buatkan ko hate urself??? ermm.. try pk ape posotive things yg ade dlm diri ko... so ko akan rs dirimu amat berguna.. :)
and rsnya, org slalu ckp, if itu if ini... aku pun kdg2.. hohoho.. tp yg pasti, sume tuh dh lepas..
ermm...pe kate kali nih kita pk camne nak improve utk x mengulangi perkara2 yg x best tuh??? sbb duk pk bende2 lepas yg x best, buat kite rasa sedih... n bile rs sedih, kita akan down... n klu la berkaitan dgn amalan2 ibadah kita, why not doakan spy amalan kite tuh, smada baik or buruk kita buat, diterima... :D
kata2 seorg ust nih, manusia skrg sedih dgn perkara lps, n bimbang dgn future.. tetapi sepatutnya kita bimbang dgn perkara lps n sedih ngan future.. :)
huhuhu.. mmg sy pun x suka dgn Dr tuh! wpun aku pgg pd prinsip dont judge people smp tol2 kenal, tp seriously as a HO, she gave me a bad impression about herself... isk... pepun, hrp2 dia sbnrnya xde la mcm tu, n klu ye pun, kita doala dia berubah one day... doa spy she'll be nicer to medical students next time.. :)
and doa jgk, hrp2 kita x jd cam dia bile dah jd HO or MO nnt.. aminn!!!!
k farah, take care! jgn tensi2 sgt.. enjoy tamrin esok n hopefully, it helps u to look things differently esp thoughts yg ko tgh pk skrg... :)aku akn menyusul ahad nnt!!!! InsyaAllah :D
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