torture

it's a sad day
everything went wrong
i slept less than 5 hours
doing minutes that i shudn't do
woke up early
to realize that my camera's memory card din work
worst is my CFCS patient's pics r stil in it
(have to present theme 2 tomorrow!!)
n fighters gath pics also stil not transfered yet
ok.. luckily milo already transfered them in her laptop
later can get it from her

at 8am
i went to the ward
no other grup members were there
i was thinking, am i too semangat?
or too lurus to come on 'no CP' day?
hoho.. they were at the OT
waiting for me b4 they can go inside
so there i went, meet my grupmates
changed into OT uniform
feel like naked *ergh*
stayed in the frozen, cold 18degree celcius OT
for 5 hours! watching cystoscopy n AR of rectosigmoid Ca
my fingers n toes were numb n blue
n i was shivering
to make things worst
the patient din do bowel prep
so the stool kept coming out like waterfall
and the whole OT smell like shit *ew*
during half of the operation
after the operation
Mr. P called me
"girl, go wear disposable glove n come with me
i want u to remember these figures for me ok"
after he measured the tumour in the sigmoid colon:
"i have finished with it,
if u want to play with it, play la"
off he went out

hmm..
i had a quick lunch before TBL
(still have appetite despite the surgery)
whoa... the surgeons were still inside the OT
tak tahan!

in the evening
i installed kaspersky antivirus
given by milo
sumhow, i managed to install it
but with difficulty
i can YM
but cannot surf the net
y? y? y?
milo cannot online early at nite
duis also din online
others cannot help me cos they dunno
huhu~
dunno wut else to do
felt tired, physically n mentally
i fell asleep in front of the laptop
very early
n slept soundly as a baby
even azi open my door i din hear
duis's msg was ignored
i off the laptop
change my position into the bed
ZzZzzzzZzzzzzzz....
till the next morning :)

forsythia say: i dun mind staying in the freaking cold OT, cos finally i got to 'play' with the sigmoid colon! hehehe...sabar itu separuh daripada iman... lainklali, stay je dlm OT tu sampai surgery abes, ok? hehe.
n to milo, i dun wanna put the colon (usus besar) pic here, nnt ko takut nk dtg blog lagi plak, ahaqs!!