que sera, sera

Que sera, sera

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera, sera

What will be, will be

i know this time will come soon,

but dun really expected it to be this soon.

i dunno what to expect!

haih...

whatever will be, will be....

*i'm off to KL for some SRC thingy. hate it when it got to with it!*

Obs.. post mortem

today we recieved our last marked case summary and the log book of Obs posting. hoho~ my last summary was very clean without any red pen mark, at all, as compared to previous summaries *claps for myself* Ok la, it was unfair because I have presented the case to Dr. SR but who cares since that was the very last week of posting, my focus was more on the exam.. hehe.. Alhamdulillah, my Obs exam result were quite good, both clinical n MCQ, tho I din really expect it, especially the clinical exam (Dr. SV actually said to me just before my exam: apa la kamu ni, gabra sangat. relax la sikit).. thanx Dr. SV! :)

my very 1st case summary and weekday and weekend on-call reportS, all handwritten

the log book! see down here:



poyo ye.. ahaqs!!
hm.. other lecturers from all other postings never bother to write their students' evaluation in the log books but salute to Dr. SR as she did evaluate ALL of us, as she knew all of us without fail. *salute!*


forsythia's verdict: I really love O&G posting! I might consider it as my next selective/elective project. hehehe

the outing

I reached seremban yesterday afternoon, after being stranded at Ipoh ktm station for more than 3 hours (so irritating).. so, yeah, I'm all alone in the house, Azi stil in Ganu, Ching Mun is at home (I guess) and Khung Ying in Srwk... huhu.. kebosanan tahap cipan. so, ended up with watching korean series "hello my lady"..

today was even pathetic, a bit la.. morning i spent by continue watching the series, then I went to JJ S2 to watch Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian, and did some shopping, ALONE.. hm, in the cinema while waiting for the lights to b off, I looked around the cinema. it was full with kiddies and parents (ok, I was lost in my own world). n then I saw a row of girls in very familiar green t-shirt.. heh, surprised? our junior la.. but wait, it wasn't 12.30pm yet, y r they in the shopping complex? in t-shirts some more? hmm.. during our time, outing starts at 12.30pm, must wear baju sekolah or green baju rasmi, accompanied by parents or guardians.. the places that we used to go were terminal1, seremban parade, ocean (now it's the bright green building, i always forgot the name), ampangan plaza or giant senawang.. well, that's 5 years ago (oh no, I still feel young). now we have the 'great JJ' at Seremban2.. ahaqs! serious, that's the only 'living' shopping complex in N9.. I rarely go to other previously mentioned places nowadays.. heh.. time passes, people change, places change.. memories remain.. *missing the good old days*

tonite, something made my day. really. seriously made my day. but I better keep it to myself. *wink*

*I see myself senyum sampai ke telinga*

Kampung girl

one fine evening in Permatang Berangan, Tasek Gelugor

ngehehe... i'm happy!! though the hols is not that long, 1 week is enough for me to run away from Seremban. penat la... so, I'm really enjoying this 1 whole week by not reading books (err, yeah.. I do feel guilty though)

hm.. I'm in my hometown right now, at Tasek Gelugor. when people ask me where I'm from, I'll usually reply "saya dr Tasek Gelugor, sebelah Kepala Batas.. bukan kat pulau tau" ahaqs! cos I know people will thought of Gelugor, kat Penang Island, so kena jawab panjang2.. then people will like, "betul dari Penang? apsal xde slanga Utara langsung?" my reply would be "owh.. sebab dari form1 saya blaja luar Penang, tu yg x dengar bunyi utara dah, tapi boleh je ckp utara lagi"..

hmm.. byk lak kena explain then.. well, i always say that I'm a kampung girl, and I'm proud of being one. ahah.. ok ok.. maybe not that kampung girl but hey, my place has bendang ok. bendang is sawah padi (paddy field).. kat situ la ktrg yg menggelarkan kami 'tree ghost gang' slalu main dulu, pnah main rounders (game ala sofbol) masa bendang tgh kering after musim menuai. dulu used to ada ban (tali air), tempat ktrg main rakit, sauk ikan (yg turned out to be ular air la, ikan terbang la), then main masak2 tepi ban, masak guna api betul tau.. haih.. memories remain... miss the good old days.. huhu~ tree ghost geng dah berpecah.. ada yg da kawen, lain dah pindah.. windunye hangpa semua!!

pokok padi di Permatang Berangan, Tasek Gelugor.. *owh, beras dah mahal skrg*

jalan kampung di tepi bendang

now, kampungku byk berubah.. Pak Ndak byk buat penternakan ayam, itik, ayam belanda (Najwa called them ayam melatah), n ikan keli! ayah lak berkecimpung dalam pertanian, hehe.. xde la bertani pon, just tanam pokok bonsai and all, bukak nursery kat tanah kat kampung tu. owh, itu lain cerita. nx time I will upload the pics kat nursey plak.

heh.. itik2 comel berjalan beratur tuh, manusia pon x macam tu :)

ikan keli yg sgt banyak

okeh, sape nak datang Penang habaq la, bley sy bawak jln2 ke kampungku ini. anyone? =(*_*)=

Exam mode

huhu~ stress level semakin meningkat maka cortisol hormone jugak makin meningkat... kepada diri sendiri dan rakan2 seperjuangan C207,

MAAT TAUFIQ!

semoga dimudahkan urusan kita masa exam nanti...

ameen...

my schedule for this week:
8/5: MCQ - paediatrics+obstetrics
9/5: Clinical exam - obstetrics
9/5: tentatively wanna go home sweet home.. tapi havent bought the tix yet.. huhu~ x larat dah dok seremban.. nak balik penang!!!!

May 1, 08

hmm.. Labour Day 2008 was indeed a memorable day.. in the morning, I went for my 'usual' labour room posting (in spite of the holiday, n the HO asked 'ape awak buat kat sini arini? g balik la', hehehe).. xpe doc, I'll be bugging U for only 2 days, n I'm off :) fine, from the morning up to afternoon nothing remarkable has happened. just that I was starving to death (yeah, exaggerate sket) bcos I missed the lunch time. only had lunch at 2.30 pm.. sgt lapar terketar2 dah masa driving balik umah...

then, azi n me were supposed to have night on-call that day. something happened last week to the other group so we better be there by 5pm. so, cuba kira, from 2.30-5pm, I only had around 2.5 hours to rest before the on-call.. haih.. ponet eden.. we reached labour room, wore apron, did vaginal examination (VE) on 1 patient, waited n waited for a delivery. nothing. then we followed a patient to the OT for manual removal of placenta (MRP)..

while we were in the OT, another patient was admitted to the labour room, she was induced for labour. the indication? hmmmmmmmmm... poor thing.. the baby that she's carrying no longer progress as she should be, a baby with congenital anomaly. and the patient was advised to terminate the pregnancy.. I didnt see the delivery but after coming back from the OT, I got to see the dead baby. astaghfirullah! I was very shocked! my eyes became watery. no words coming out from my mouth. I stood there like a stature. why? its a fetal hydrops. sgt kasihan, to the baby, the mother, the father.. I swear I saw the father's eyes were red when he came to claim the body. this was my very first time to see such a baby. (again, I teringat my adik Faris) huhu~ it haunted me the whole night, even on the nx day. I called my mom just to tell her the story.. huhuhuhuhuh... Al-fatihah to the baby..

tu la dia.. sedikit sbyk cerita on Labour Day.. sad though :(

p/s:
-hydrops fetalis is a serious fetal condition whereby there is an accumulation of fluid in >2 fetal compartments; so the fetus looks very swollen. usually associated with congenital anomalies (eg cardiac disease), thalassaemia, Rh isoimmunisation.. mostly it is not compatible with life. to those non-medical ppl who wants to know more about it, please search in the internet, I dun want to put any pic of it here...
-placenta= uri
-OT= operation theatre